Paranoia? Yes?

[ComradeMirror]

Okay, so I doubt this would be considered paranoid but yeah here goes. When I go onto relic online I contemplate to play a ranked game because I don't want to lose and be humilated but I want to play a ranked game cause they're fun. So I decide to make another smurf account. I start winning a couple of games and get a streak and then I sort of repeat the cycle. I don't want to lose and break the streak but I want to keep the streak going or else it won't mean anything so I pretty much keep this up for like 10 minutes and end up not playing and just chatting online.

[BuckyBoy]

hehe.. i think i know your "problem".. you just wanna win, always! :D
Personally, i think you have to let go of the thought that winning many games is good. It's quality that counts, not quantity. So perhaps post that one game you are really proud of.. here in the forums or on gamereplays.org for instance. :)

[Jorge]

BuckyBoy has right, as long as you have fun playing. Their always gotta be someone who loses.

[ComradeMirror]

Unfournately I wish I wasn't the one that loses x.x

[BuckyBoy]

oh.. but you said you had streaks.. so i figured you must be good.. hehehe :p